All I can say about the last month is WOW. I've had a full fledged fallout out with my brother, my mother is now in a swing bed facility and I need something to do with my time and hands that won't result me to go CRAZY. I've been searching around the WEB and found some and hopefully lucrative ways to utilize my time. It will be nice to have a positive outlet at 2AM when my normal functions is to sit up and worry about what I cannot control. I'll be blogging on my hopes, dreams, failures and successes during this phase of my existence. I'll be filling the empty time with positive endeavors instead of worrying about my sons' futures, my mother's health or my brother's ignorance. And I will continue to remind myself that this is not my life, this is just Tuesday, October 17, 2011.
Love - Peace - Pills - and most importantly - Prayer
